Okay, I am happy.
This guy who was with me at the camp, he is so... I don't know. He is just too amazing. We have known for a while, and today we were playing football together. It was raining almost all the time, and when our friend left, we ended talking. We were just standing there quite close, our hands locked to each other. We were talking, laughing, and he was smelling my hair all the time.; "You smell so good, this is like drugs", he said. We laughed at the fact we were kinda on date at the football field, because usually people go to cinemas or something. He made me laugh so much, he told me million time how cute my laugh was and how I was just so nice girl. Many times we put our foreheads together and just laughed to eachother. He hugged me and warmed me up. And then, we were standing there, and he kissed me. Oh God, I could have kissed him forever. Best kiss I have ever had, really. It was perfect. He is a good kisser, it was raining a little, he smelled good, there was the scent of summer and oh god.
It really sounds like it's from a book or a movie, but today it was real life. I'm happy, and tomorrow I'm going to his place to watch a movie in the evening.
This time I feel something, and I can tell you, nothing feels better.
I know probably some of my friends would/will tell me jump off a cliff, but I don't really care. Everything is now just so good in my life, I never would have thought someone who likes me would make me feel like this.
No, I'm not in love. That will take time, but I'm happy with him, I really am.
AND ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS, I MISS YOU AND I REALLY NEED TO SEE YOU, HOPEFULLY AS SOON AS POSSIBLE ! <3
I feel:: 
loved
I hear:: McFly - POV